god, what is with all the sirens today? this is the fourth time i've heard fire engines on the street. it worries me. i've had such a good day, all things considered, and it seems wrong that people should be getting hurt on such a pretty day. it makes me sad. lots of things do. i cried today for reasons i'm not really sure about. just that feeling of hopelessness. so bleak and it just sits there, looming. i'm taking all my pills and everything but sometimes i just can't shake it.
this makes me feel better. that and papier-mache.

oh man. this is the form for a puppet we're making for mulan, which is the show we're working on. i papier-mached the hell out of this head. it looks kick-ass in the black that i used for the paper. awesome. he's really scary, especially for a children's show. he might haunt my nightmares, i don't know.